Monolog

Suddenly I want to talk to myself. Its more like a question for me. Siyesly, I need major revamping my iman. Okay zafirah, what is your purposes of life? Are u sincerely submit yourself to Allah? Are you doing what He told you do? Wake up! Just wake up from all of these false hope! What have you done to gain His Blessing? Are you always remember(zikr) Him? Do you show or feel gratitude with all of His nikmat? Do you? Do you?

Is you Iman is strong right now? Let say, if you die this second or this very moment, which side will you be? Heaven or Hell? You say you want to be in Heaven, to gain Allah's Pleasure.. Yet, what are the things you do? Please, don't just talk, but walk the talk! Remember, this life is just a dream. A DREAM. Don't fall for it..

Are you a good daughter? do you always pray for your parents? How bout your siblings? Your brother & sister? How could you live in happiness while there's another part of the world which your brother are facing war, losing their beloved ones and many more? 

Frankly speaking, what you did is not enough! Your Iman is not consistence. You watch maksiat everyday. Besides, you do zina(zina hati, mata dll) everyday! You don't preserve yourself like Islam told to. You talk to guy who is not your husband. PS: Bare in mind that you don't belong to anybody except Allah. Don't give you heart to someone and forget about Allah. ASTAGHFIRULLAH!!! I need to prserve my heart.. ;( Maybe you don't know where you stand, but to compared to other muslims in this world since prophet Adam, you just ordinary muslim. Muslim who has weak Iman. Who does not totally submit themselves to Allah..

Astaghfirullahalazim.. O Allah, please show me your hidayah. Your Nur. Help me to cleanse my heart and nurture me with strong Iman. Please, please, get me away from MAKSIAT and things that make me away from you. Don't let the syaitan lie to me with all the false hope and things that led me to zina. I want to die as a someone who gained your Blessing. as the 'golongan kanan'. I know, with my deed and sins, It still not enough. So, give me chances and hidayah so I can improve myself. You know what is best for me. Thus, only to You I depend on too. Subhanallah. From Allah who created me, and to Allah I shall return..

* With tonnes of regrets, " I need to IMPROVE my Iman.."

5 things

" Remember 5 things before 5 things.."

Siyesly its been quite long period since I heard this nasheed. This song is a good remainder for all of us.

* LIMA perkara *
1. Sihat sebelum sakit
2. Muda sebelum tua
3. Kaya sebelum miskin
4. Lapang sebelum sempit
5. Hidup sebelum mati

so, let me elaborate a bit about what I understand.

Okay, these 5 things is likely the basic component for us to gain happiness. Yet, only few of us appreciate and realized it before its too late. Like what had been stated in Quran, many human will die in regrets. These might be the regression that is meant. When human have these 5 things, they tend to be 'alpa' and not grateful. Its like 'lupa diri'. For example, when ppl r healthy and young, ppl spend most of their time with entertainment and 'duniawi stuffs'. In contrast, when ppl are dying or getting old, then they started to do more ibadah. It is a bit saddening when u see old people struggling to redeem themselves. Hey, we are young. We should submit ourself to Allah no matter what age we are. Our death will not be delayed or vice versa. So, we never know.

As for who have money that can afford more than his family, give it to charity. It just like you returning back what Allah had gave to you. If u give 1, He will repay you 10 times more. Hence, there are no loss when u r doing deeds, aite? Do it to gain His blessing and not for showing off.

Leisure. This is about time. Be grateful if u still got the time to FB, blogging, watch TV, pray and many more. This are the nikmat that not many humans get. If u have leisure time, spend it to beribadah. to get closer to Him. if we are in the war, there are no possibly way we can pray in relaxation or calamility. Thus, instead 24hours FB-ing, spend 15 minutes to read Quran or pray. (insyaAllah)

"Live life to the fullest". haha. I could not remember which advertisement but that quote is true though. we should spend our life by preparing for hereafter. Collect all the deeds as a redeemtion token for our sins. Life is just a deceiving dream. yes, it show us all the wonderful thing we desires. But it is only temporary. U need to bare in mind that our goal is not only in this world, but at hereafter too.

Al-Jannah or An-Nar : You choose

Just do not regret later from your actions nowadays. Together we changed ourselves to become a better person. *with God's will*

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. Grateful to Allah. 

Sye dpat 4.00 PNG ntuk sem 1 exmnation. Tiap kali pkr psl result, sye akn menanges sbb sgt2 besyukur kpade Allah. I'm not the brightest student, yet He still give my this nikmat. Siyes sgat tekejut ble dpat tau. Sye xkesa dpat brape pointer, jnj Allah redha. Alhamdulillah dpat skor. Pastu ble hari anugerah, dpat tokoh akademik. Subhanallah. Mmg mggeletar a kaki. Bnyk lgi student yg perform, tpi sye yg terpilih. Lgi2 both of my parents dpat naek pentas amek skali anugerah. Cite ni bkn nak belagak atau mnunjuk, cume nk tnjuk betape penyayangnya Allah SWT.

Ok, smbung cite kat ats.. Sjk Form 3 sye doa spaye dpat jdi tokoh murid ntuk bggekn parents sye & mohon ntuk dpat 4.00 flat. Tpi xpernah kesampaian un sbb ade yg lagi layak. Sye xpernah kecewa pun.. Cume, as time goes by, sye x engat da ape yg sye doa dulu. Tpi bile msuk KMKN, Allah bgi due nikmat tu skali terus. Waktu tngah muhasabah diri, bru engat wktu kecik2 pernah doa kat Allah, n bru skarang Allah mkbulkan. Betullah, Allah akn makbulkn doa hambaNya. He know when is the right time. I really shocked when He still remember my pray. Subhanallah. He is Amazing. So, no wonder a..

< Cara-cara doa dimakbulkan >

- Serta merta atau ditangguhkan

- Digantikan dengan yang lebih baik

- Dibalas di akhirat

As conclusion, kite jgn putus harapan ngan Allah. He knows what are the best for us. Everything happen has it sense. This is one of my experiences. U also have yours too. Be grateful and always depend on Him for everything that u do in ur life. If u said u dont have any experiences like that, try muhasabah and reflect what u have. With this, u'll see that Allah is always there for u. InsyaAllah.

< Cara besyukur >

1. Guna Hati : sentiase zikir pada Allah

2. Guna Lisan : ucap Alhamdulillah & hanye berkate perkare yg x sie2

3. Perbuatan : Bnyakkn beribadah pada Allah

4. Mggunekn nikmat Allah ke arah kebaikan.

  

Mission :

TAZKIYATUN NAFS.

InsyaAllah. :)

Patience

SABAR. basically, this is one of the thing that we need to face. So, I'm going to post briefly about sabar that I've got from thedeenshow. Hopefully, there are few inputs that u can understand and apply in ur life. Hope all our efforts will gain Allah's blessing. InsyaAllah.

'Sabr' literally means bitter in Arabic. In Quran also state the word 'sabr' about 90 times. So, there is no wonder why Allah keep reminding us to be patience. Patience can carry person to reach their goal.

There are three types of patience :
1. To be patience hinder urself from doing sin
Yes, we are human being! We have nafsu. Nafsu is a thing inside us that if we do not train ourself to control, it eventually control our mind and body. As for most people, we see all the sin as an exciting to do. This is due to the fact that syaitan cover our eyes. They show us the pleasurity to do it and persuade us. That is why we must be PATIENCE! hold ourself from doing the sin. Remember, if u come to a point that u could not hold urself, fast (puasa) and read HIS beautiful Word, Quran. Always istighfar and remember, those u are patience will be rewareded by the Almighty. Trust me, His promise are definite.

2.To be patience in applying the order from Allah
As a creature made by Allah swt, all we can do in return is to do what Allah told us to. This is not for His benefit, but for us! Allah is Amazing! He told us to do something that give benefits for us in this world and hereafter. Patience in this category more like obedient. You pray 5 times a day, cover ur aurat, fast in ramadhan and others. It is not torturing, it is a moment where ur can be closer to Him, to talk to Him. So, never neglect His Word. Do what He told us and do it sincerely. InsyaAllah.

3.To be patience when bad things (musibah) happen
Natural disaster. Beloved ones die. It just few examples that we been through all our life. Sometimes we whine and 'meraung'. But forget that everything that happen is because the Wisdom of the Creator. He know what best for us. Maybe we could not see the sense yet. but in time, insyaAllah u will realised what He already planned for u. Subhanallah.Yes, it may be painful but He knows. If u sad, or lonely or afraid and even happy, talk to Him. Then, u'll find the strength and calamility. There's word that I keep reminding me whenever I feel the world is crushing me ;

"tidak beriman seseorang it selagi kamu belum di uji." 

So, be PATIENCE and GRATEFUL for everything that happens. This is the two things that u need to do to submit urself to Allah. Allah help those who help themselves. InsyaAllah.

Recheck ourself

Pernah x rse mcm 'there is sumting missing' padhal kite da ade almost evrythng? We never know but that 'thing' might be our IMAN. Iman mcm temperature. Kjap nek, kjap turun. So, it is our obligation to keep our IMAN always on the highest level. Semuenye tumpu kat hati. Kalu anda pernah bce post2 before, frankly speaking mmg bnyk cite psl hati.. Siyes sgat susa nk jge hati kite. Yet, jangan jadikan itu sbgai alasan. All great things starts from a simple steps. Thus, post kali ni as a guidance for us to preserve our heart.

* maaf, Post ni bahase 'ROJAK'

RELATIONSHIP WITH ALLAH

Ok, ni perkara paling asas. Salah satu cara nk jge hubungan adalah dengan jge solat. Jge solat tu mksdnye solat pada waktu. Ble pikir2 balik, Allah SWT bagi everything (islam, iman, kasih sayang, fzkl sempurna) kat kite dan xpernah dapat ape2 keuntungan pun drpd pemberianNya. Subhanallah.. Tapi kita? kalau nk bwat comparison, mmg xkn mampu a. Only for those yg besyukur akn tahu besarnye nikmat yg kite dapat.

INTENTIONS

Semua benda kita buat kne niat sebab Allah SWT.

Simple, everyting that we do are because of Allah SWT.

(da 2 bhse da ni..)

LESS TALK NONSENSE

Haa, yg ni mmg sye kne blajar kurangkan. Bile kite sye ckap bnyak, possibility kite sye nk sketkn hti org, mengumpat, menfitnah & menipu pun mkin banyak.. Sbb tu org tue2 slalu kate, 'Silence is golden'. Kite sye xkn saketkn hati orang dan buat dosa. Kalu ustaz pun ade kate sbb mulut ade satu & telinge ade 2 ble Allah SWT nk suro kite less talk, more listening.

LESS LAUGH

Bile kite gelak, ilmu keluar. Bila ilmu keluar, hati gelap. Bila hati gelap, susah dapat hidayah. Bila xdpat hidayah, nauzubillah..Konklusinye, "banyak gelak = nauzubillah" Nampak x relationship die?haha mcm chemy je..*thermochemical equation*
Ade jgak hadis mengatakan yg Rasulullah SAW gelak xnmpak gigi pun. Untuk kaum hawa, kalau rasullulah (kaum adam) pun gelak xnmpak gigi..KITE? So, mari kite blajar & latih agar gelak x terlalu melampau. Sesungguhnye, " Banyak gelak, hati MATI".

LOWER YOUR GAZE

ehem..ehem.. yang ni boleh di apply kpd laki2 n perempuan. Bukannye nk suro LOW sangat smpai jalan telanggar dinding.. It just that jgn dok suke sgt usha opposite sex n aurat orang. Memang, kdg2 kite xnak tengok, tapi org yg tnjuk.. But, kalu tenampak, jgan a duk tgok lame2 & jangan lupe istighfar. Bile kite tgok bende2 (opposite sex & aurat), hati kite might terdetik sumthing yg xelok. Then, Tuupppppppp! Satu tompok hitam kat hati. Nauzubillah. Untuk laki, sye sbgai perempuan sgat simpati pade anda. Korang kne tahan tu mmg sgt susa sbb nowadays perempuan bukak aurat merate2.. Hanya lelaki yg tabah saja mampu jge hatinye. Tapi dont worry a, insyaAllah Allah akn bantu korg. :)

So, post kali ni cite sket care camne nk jge hati kite. I hope u'll learn serba sedikit n try to improve ourself. Kalu suda berjaye bace sampai tahap ni, tolong niat nak jaga hati sebab Allah SWT. Niat sekarang.. Kejap je..X lame pun.. Bukan nk pakse ke ape, tapi katekn la kalu sat gi kite mati.. At least dapat pahale untuk niat.. kan? kan? :D

InsyaAllah, kita mengharap keredhaanNYA.

MATI

Salam. Suda 2-3 hari sye xkeruan. Semalam suda hampir satu hari sye nanges dan alhamdulillah pagi tadi bgn kepale rse ringan. :) I've decided ntuk serahkan sgale keputusan to Allah SWT. So, since sye tgah cuti, sye nak post sket psl kematian yg sye dpat dri The Deen Show disampaikn by Shaykh Ibrahim Zidan. Mge2 jdi peringatan buat sye dan kpade yg membace.. Amin..

Dalam ceramah ni, saat2 kematian dicritekn mmpunyai 2 ktgori :
1. Golongan beriman
2. Golongan x beriman

Okay, pada saat kematian, orang yang sedang menghadapi saat kematian akn nmpak malaikat izrail dengan muka yg sgt berseri-seri sejauh mate boleh melihat. Pabila die mati, rohnya akn ditark keluar dengan sgat lembut seperti setitis air daripada kulit air. Sbgai tmbahan, raut wjh si mati akn kelihatan tenang dan keringat pelu akn keluar. Peluh tu kirenye mcm nk hbeskn dose2 si mati agr dalam kubur si mati xkn sekse..Then, bile roh tu suda keluar, malaikat2 laen yg akn kafankn roh si mati.
Sebaliknye, bile org xberiman hmpir mati, si mati akn nmpak malaikat izrail dgn muke yg sgt buruk dan garang.  Malah, malaikat2 laen pun xkn ade ntuk temani si mati. Malaikat izrail akn merampas roh si mati dan kafanknnye dengan kain dari api nerake.

Kemudian, roh si mati akn dibawe ke tingkat2 syurga. Semasa lalu ditiap2 tingkat, malaikat yg jge tgkt tu akn tnye "siape yg berbau harum itu?" Malaikat yg membawe roh akn mnjwb, "inilah roh fulan bin fulan" yang dimana nme terbaik si mati di dunie akn dipggil. Sesudah smpai ditgkt atas, Allah SWT memerintah agar roh tersebut diplgkn ke Bumi kerane Allah pernah berjanji akn mematikn mnusie dri ape mreke dilhirkan.
Manakale, bgi yg xberiman, pabila malaikat bwe rohnye ke tingkat satu syurga, malikat yg mnjge tngkat tersebut akn tnye, siapekah yg bebau busuk itu? Maliakt izrail akn bekate dielah fulan bin fulan dimne si mati dipggil dgn nme teburuk yg dippgil semase berade di Bumi. Kemudian roh tu di cmpk ke Bumi.

 Bila mayat si mati dikuburkn, 2 malaikat (munkar & nakir) pula akn dtg dan tnye 3 soalan.
a) Siapa Tuhan kamu?
b) Apa agama kamu?
c) Siapa Pesuruh kamu?

Jadi, jika berjaye mnjwab dgn yakin, malaikat akn tnjukkn api nerake dan berkate " Inilah sepatut mnjdi tmpat kamu jika xberiman". Kemudian, malaikat akn buka pintu tmn syurga dan berkata, " Disinilah tempat kamu whai orang yg beriman". Tetapi sebaliknye for those yg xberiman. Malaikat akn tnjukkn syurga kmudian tutup dan sterusnye buka tmn api nerake. Nauzubillah..

Jadi, marilah kite sme2 renung dimne kedudukan kita di mate Allah SWT. Mgkin lpas ni glrn kite untuk mati. Amik seketike untuk bertaubat & ikhlaskn hati keraneNya. Mge2 tiap langkah kite mendapat keredhaanNya. Amiin.. :D

" The most intelligence among us is the person who always think about DEATH. "